The order to short ETH has finally been decided to be cut, resulting in a loss of $800000. This year's profit is basically gone. The first half of the year was still too comfortable. Making money while traveling made me feel dizzy. I couldn't see the situation clearly outside the circle anymore, and I went short in the bull market to carry orders. I always advise others not to play contracts, but I have been playing it myself, thinking that my self-control ability can pass the level, but I still cannot avoid getting involved. So I bet on not believing in evil. This time I lost a big deal and it's time to wake up. Casinos are not afraid of you winning money, they are afraid of you not playing. You can win many times, but the casino won the first time. This bull market has nothing to do with me anymore. I hold empty orders, exhaust my energy to focus on the second level of the market, and frequently miss out on the big gold dogs on the chain. The more I make mistakes, the more anxious I become, and the more anxious I become, the more wrong I become. Recently, I have bought big gold dogs but couldn't hold onto them. I sold them early and lost money, and my mentality has worsened. I can only reconcile with myself, take a break from the circle for a while, read a book, relax, adjust my mentality, and fight again. Goodbye for the next round of market trends, remember not to touch contracts.