Maybe I really don't deserve it. Accept the loss and move on. This round, I lost $1.5M on a few big trades. The smaller ones, scattered here and there, losing tens of thousands of dollars each, I didn’t even bother counting. Looking back at the past 10 days, I was like a gambler walking into a casino, betting nonstop for days and nights without sleeping, completely consumed by the thrill. I won a massive amount of chips but didn’t choose to cash out and leave. At one point, I thought I was moving effortlessly, not realizing it was just the market’s liquidity growth. My early focus, aggressiveness, and determination to only target the top projects allowed me to secure positions in a few leading trades and reap the rewards. But it also pushed me into an extreme FOMO state, constantly placing bets, bets, and more bets. I forgot to pause, reflect, and calmly think about how to manage my large positions. I completely turned into a gambler, no longer the trader who initially aimed to make profits through calculated trades. 4 Binance trades, palu, and three others combined—lost the structure, $1.3M in profits gone. $120K profit on BSC, wiped out. $200K profit on BNBholder turned into a $20K loss. Stayed up all night watching the queen post on the plaza, grinding through sleepless nights—two accounts combined, $150K profit turned into losses. Alright, this round of the market, judging by the results, was truly a failure. The only consolation seems to be my early operations, where I took steady steps and maintained a cautious mindset, allowing me to lock in around $700K from aster and 4 combined. Maybe I was too fixated on my $5M target for October, losing the ability to think calmly. I’m sorry to myself, sorry to my wife and baby. Alright, brothers. Dolphin will keep pushing forward, and so should you. Starting fresh tomorrow, no more aggressive position choices. Back to steady and calculated moves. What’s lost won’t be fantasized about getting back. Everything starts from zero again. Personal channel: https://t.me/haituncall